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My Final Sin

7:14 2025 12 15 Cain was Marked with a Tav but one account says a Vav. Note that Tav is made up of a Tav and Vav. Hence both are right. And we read in the Zohar that this is the mark of the ancient of Days. According to Zohar. Its number being 406 or 46. 64 the number of Mercury. Or 47 the 47th problem of Euclid. Thus we see that Cain is Holy? Silence is golden. Behold it is written in Jerusalem King Saul throw a party and many guest attended. All dressed in fine appeal. Yet there was one guest a wicked Harlot whom came dressed in the nude. So what did Saul do. He said oh thou wicked Harlot. How dear thou come unto my kingdom unclothed. Behold because thou hast committed great blasphemy and trampled over that which is Holy. I shall cut you into 42 pieces. And thus he did. Cutting her he did rape her. He violated her just as she had done unto him. For Behold what shpuld the harlot have done. Behold ye Jew listen hear and listen well. This Harlot who is Isabel shpuld have attended the ...

369

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If you know the secret of the number 369 you would have a key to the universe. Yes I learned all about that from YouTube. With that number you can manifest. Is that right? Yes yes indeed there are thousands of videos on the subject. And how is that working out for you. Its not. Have you considered that all those people on the internet are wrong and that you need to look through non mainstream sources. Well what more could it be. My darling there are many more things it could be. Here I shall give you an opinion. The number 369 is the number of the Lunar spirit Haniel. Mr Tesla was born on  in the sign of cancer. Cancer is ruled by the moon. It could very well be that what Mr Tesla was implying is that magic Is the key to the universe. It could also be that 3 plus 6 plus 9 equals 18 1 plus 8 is 9. 9 is 3 3s. 333 the number of Choronzon.          Alice queen of wonderland

Aeon Of Horus

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Come and see children. I bid you welcome to our witches sabbath. I do hope you will enjoy your time. Now then here is the bread here is the wine. Eat drink laugh be merry. For we are all fools here. Hehehehehehe! Speak in tough if you can. Crucify a frog and fly like Peter pan. Now behold the goat hath words to say let us listen and hear without delay. Remember this my love that religion is the greatest murder of God. For now he's dead and his flesh we eat.  Behold the goat speak more. Hear ye him hear ye him. Thus he saith. And saith as a saint doth preach for freedom and liberation are things of meet.  Atheism is the product of christianity. And the very reason for why it was created. Christianity was a tool used by the Gods as a means to liberate man from the reign of the Gods. By overthrowing all deities of the old world and bringing them all in one. Man had sit the stage to rid the world of the concept of God completely. Thus they eliminated all Gods creating ...

From the Legend of St Diana page 331

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Salutations dear friends behold I shall read now a page or two from the Legends of Saint Diana. I do hope it upsets you. Hehe he! A Manifesto For The Coming Aeon which is Horus written 1956 Salt Lake city 1.Christianity was always met to be the catalyst to bring forth a new aeon. Nevertheless without all of its parts it became like unto a broken doll. Which served no function but to make its owner cry. 2.The end goal was always a world without God. And the means by which individuals might create such. 3.We know it would be hard. For sadly after humanity had been baby sat for so long, they could nolonger fathom the idea of existing without a controller. Seeing how many of them would die the moment they know the truth. We devised a plan to make their so called fantasies a reality. In other words we invented shall I say Gods. We invented demons. We invented ghost. Goblins Gauls. Everything they desired we created for them. 5.All this because they couldn't handle the truth. 6.Thus we d...

A Fool's Journey

This is a story I felt inspired to share it's a true story a story about how I Merlin Wotan went about to obtain the Fool Arcana. It happened about a year and half ago. I attempted to  go forth unto the north. I planned on going unto the gates of Caspian where it's been said the 22 races dwell. I was ordered to do this by my Lady. I also went forth to find an Alchemical teacher. I thought I would never see my family again and they thought the same. I was told to only bring a few certain items. Like clothing food. Certain books. My staff and sword. I carried with me a long bag around 70 pounds. Another bag on my shoulder around 25. And a backpack around 40 or 50. Tis was all most heavy. Nevertheless before that I had said goodbye to my family. I very much wept. For I truly believed that this was the end. I was going forth to preach to the lost tribes and to find an Alchemical teacher. I had left all my books and things. Behind besides those few I took. And I set off. My lady tol...

144000

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Saluations child of man. I hope you are ready for this days listen. Now shall we begin? Do follow along if you can.  Ask any man who is familiar with the subject of gematria the hebraic value of the name Adam. And most likely they will tell you 45. Aleph 1 Daleth 4 and Mem 40. Thus it is so. Nevertheless I discovered that it is also so that the value is 1440 when not added together. We see a very similar number in the Apocalypse of John. 144000 being the number of men of the tribes of Israel to be sent out to preach the gospel one last time. As I recall. Thus could Adam meaning mankind or red man or dust of the earth. Be a reference to Israel. Thus when Adam died or rather spiritually died that represented the spiritual death of the people of Israel? Perhaps Adam dying at the age of 930 is that Israel lived in a paradise like state for that amount of time prior to spiritual death. Could the other 9 pratriarchs also represent ages of mankind or peoples who had spirituall...

Shemash

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  Salutations children of man. My dear reader make no mistake I understand the fact that many of my idea are rather insane or outlandish. That they are blasphemous ludicrous or even satanic, and perhaps they are nevertheless I still believe that such ideas are worth looking  into. No matter where they come from or what they are. Whether i must inquire of Gods or devils whether i must descend down to the darkest pits of Purgatory or rise to the sky's of the 100th heaven I shall go if it means there is truth there. And if I come to find out all of my ideas and conjecture was wrong, then so be it. For I the Silver Witch Rose Neir Babalonia look forward to finding out.  Shemash Heb meaning the Sun also Servant. Spelt Shin Mem Shin. Fire Water Fire, perhaps the second fire is aether? The word is a palindrome. It's numerical value is 640. Perhaps we are met to drop the 0. Making it 64. There are 64 squares on a chess board. Black and white. Male and fema...

Hermaphrodite HaShem

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                       Statue of Aphroditus Salutation children of man. If you would be so kind as to adulge me as I spout forth a few thoughts concerning the Hebrew name or title HaShem. As with many of my thoughts that have been and will be written it is Sine qua not that you have and understanding of the kabbalah, as well as a layman's knowledge of the Hebrew language. With that in mind here I go.  Shem or Hashem the name is composed of the Hebrew Letters Shin and Mem. Shin is one of the 3  Mother letters meaning Fire. And Mem likewise meaning water. Fire and water have often been symbolic of the male and female. Fire Male. Water Female. Thus Shem or Ha Shem is the Male and Female. The star of David. It's numerical value is 340 with the Hey 345. Rearrange 354 the value of a lunar year. The ancient Akkadian moon God Sin was said to have gone from male to female. Thus perhaps this name symbolizes just tha...

God Is Dead

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Once upon a time, God went unto a bar in the city at night, and jokingly proclaimed to all that were there, whether they would hear it or not, quote, "God is dead. God remains dead and we have killed him. Are we not the greatest of all murderers? For we have killed God." The bar was full of talk, some saying, Oh, how horrible we are, we must repent. Others said, there was no God to begin with, wherefore it mattereth not. And others said, God lives within me. He is alive, I know him better than anyone. And others said, I am glad that God is dead. He was an old fool who never came to any of us. All this while God stood amongst them chuckling.

To Choose A Husband

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There was once a woman who went forth unto the countryside to seek a spouse. This woman had a rather peculiar method in finding a husband. She would judge them based on their car, its model, and how good and beautiful it looked. She cared not for what the person who drove it was like, only concerning their vehicle. Wherefore she beheld a man who drove a car that was rather broken down, the paint worn off, the engine a bit broken, its tires flattened. She expressed, how could any good person ever drive such a car? I would never date a man like that, for he is ugly. She then beheld a car which was most beautiful and expensive. She thought to herself, there is the one I shall marry. Thus she arranged a marriage. Nevertheless, once she was married, she beheld the man within the fancy car was no man at all but a most ugly monster and that the man within the broken down car was a most beautiful king.

The Rape Of The Torah

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  Once again we liken the Torah unto a women. This women most beautiful above all. Went out one day into the field. While there she was raped by a group of men. These men not only raped. But beat her. Cut her and twisted her about. They cut deep within her flesh. Partaking of her very blood. They both partook of her verily both blood and flesh. And some were satisfied with that. While othere went even further. Partaking of her very organs. Her sinuses. The very morrow of her bones. And they were satisfied. Others went even deeper. Partaking of her skeleton cutting eating and raping every part of her. Until her entire being was consumed and they to were satisfied. Nevertheless there came one more who went unto her grave. Many scoffed at them who went unto her grave saying. Oh rabbi rabbi. They mocked. What more is there to partake of Torah forbehold every part of her hath been twisted cut examined and consumed there is nothing left of her that we have not partaken already. And the w...

The Man Who Ate Rot

  Once upon time near the ocean most fair. There lived a free boy in a cottage four square. The boy went out and beheld a Male yea a noble Male. The noble he saw was eating a sandwich but the boy looked closer and saw it only appeared a sandwich in truth it was rot. "It is rot!" The boy exclaimed. "Oh thou noble how canst thou with thy high status eat such a disgusting thing?" The Noble looked up most angry was his face he replied. "Oh to hell with thy saying thou cursed child thou devil thou demon! Know you not that I eat the flesh and drink the blood of my God whom in times past came to save our wonderful human race. For before him we were starved with only Torah to eat and now we have his flesh and blood to eat and both drink. How canst thou call it rot?" The boy afraid he backed away. He took a moment in dismay. "Lad he said. see you not your sandwich your bread and your wine is but excrement in disguise, do you not see that thy God saved you not ...

The Clever Boy

There was once a clever boy who went forth unto his friends. Some were older some were younger. To each he told his favorite sweets. To one he said my favorite is Chocolate. To another he said it is Strawberry. To another Blueberry, and to another Bananas. Thus each of the friends would argue with one another on who was right. Some would combine opinions stating such things as. Perhaps we are both right and our friend loves Bananas and chocolate together. While others would say nay I am right or our friend decived you he likes strawberries the best. Nevertheless in truth the boy chuckled to himself and in himself exclaimed in truth I dont like sweets at all.